Addy

Alright there is this SUGOIIIII Mmorpg called Perfect world in which u can either be a Werefox, Werebeast, Warrior, Elven archer or Elven Priest and bla bla bla . Each class has its own special capabilities and powers and stuff.Also along with the main character you get to tame your pets which can be useful allies!!!!

The pets are totally Sugoi too I love the pets Black Fang which happens to be a cool looking panther kinda animal and this Molten lava giant which is like ummmm ah a bundel of rocks and blue in colour all jumbled up together so well that this pet looks cool. tooooooootally cool.

Now also there is something like a marriage system in this game? O.o I had seen screenshots of ppl actually getting married. Just for the info I could not lay my hands on a screenshot of two guys getting married so lets leave this topic for later when more info is dug upon!

Now there are these cool stuffs on which u can fly more like air surf boards.And battle arenas where characters challenge each other and ofc boost their ego from this lil online victory! bleh but who cares? Victory is victory!
There are fights for sector capturing between guilds.We can join any guild of our choice depending on our level and a guild is like a family of characters who come together play together and do quests and help out each other in game and lots of bla bla bla!!

Now with all such interesting stuff going on I am vexed by the fucking fact that I had downloaded this 2.5 GB worth client 5 times and for some reason the game doesnt work :| !!! reading about it and seeing so much through screenshots is making me impatient.

SO I implore (a futile one maybe but yet so) anyone of you reading this post, posted in an obscure location of the digital world, to pass on a legitimate link to me just in case you happen to know about it!! :)

Sayonara and pray I get to play this game before I leave for Banglore cause once I am there I doubt I would have time for all these pleasures of life :}

Sayonara once again !

PS: fuck you torrents for putting up so many fake links and wasting my time -.-

The world's biggest and most expensive experiment MAYBE the biggest and last blunder we'll ever make.

Sounds kind of thrilling huh? Well, it is true though. The experiment has been challenged with critics saying it could bring about the end of the world.

Critics of the LHC or Large Hadron Collider(the biggest and most expensive machine-4.4 billion pounds)-which is due to be switched on in a few day's time-have lodged a lawsuit at the European Court of Human Rights against the 20 countries which fund the project. The aim is to create or replicate the conditions that existed just a fraction of a second after the Big Bang, which the creators hope will provide an answer to the mystery of the creation of the universe. However, people fear the machine, which will smash pieces of atoms together at speeds close to that of the speed of light and generate temperatures of more than a trillion degrees centigrade may create a mini black hole capable of tearing the Earth apart. But the scientists involved have dismissed the fears as "absurd", and insist that extensive safety assessments have demonstrated that it is safe.The legal battle comes as the European Nuclear Research Centre (CERN) , in Geneva, prepares to send the first beam of particles around the machine at the official switch on on 10th September. Opponents hoping to win the support of European Court of Human Rights and stop the experiment from being initiated have lost hope as the court rejected the application Friday morning. Professor Otto Rossler, a German chemist at Eberhard Karls University of Tubingen is one of the scientists who submitted the complaint to the court, said "CERN itself has admitted that mini black holes could be created when particles collide, but they don't consider that a risk."

really interesting eh? ^_^

Hola, it has been real long since i cleaned the cob webs off my account.. guess i should start it off now ^_^

It was 3 in the morning... raining outside all dark n creepy...

the lightning made the news  worse..

Why did this keep  happening to all of us one by one...

He kepts our circle going... never needed a  reason to make us laugh.. the bitching,the abusing the crap we  pals did..

shall be forever  entrenched in my memory...

What forced u to do it all Vigs?

u were the strongest amongst all... am i cursed  to loose  all those who r closest to me?

been years since i saw my own tears.... why culdnt they have beeen tears of happiness...

Texas wasnt the place for u :(

had been years since we met .. I still remember how happy u were  when u were  going away to Texas for studies..

that was our last... a  huge void remains in my heart dude... We shall get to the bottom of the matter!

Rest in peace my friend.. u were the best!

hello!
been some time ....

well  there r two time when ppl tend to avoid blogging...
1) when therz nothing in life to talk about..
2)when there is just too much and u just want to be alone...

mine has been the 2nd...
maybe  it is a dead end  have hit .. or maybe its saturation .. i dont know...
but 1 thing is  for sure..  something needs to change...

well off late i found a new game of dare which  i kinda enjoyed.. ^_^
cigarette burns.. 1st one was an accident the other 2 were bets..  (i dont smoke... it was all thanks 2 manish)

It was raining today.. my favourite weather! though it tends to be morbid at times...

then just tonight i again had a close call riding my bike... at about 11:30 in the night...

been on bed rest fr abt a month...

are these incidents pointing to somethng?
i wonder ... have a feeling many of my dreams will have to wait....
wait till the day  am reborn again...

though momz looks to be proud of her elder son... can strike down one from my wish list...
but  what about the rest... why the fuck do i feel limited is what  dont understand!
before i leave i need to reach echolens ...
apex maybe not... but somewhere significant!

dont fucking feel like existing anymore!

Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

Peace Out
Addy

Argh!!!
Why do i always end up this way..... why cant i handle these pressures....
Why why why.... why do i always have 2 end up standing at the crossroads ... having to make choices!
What the fuck am i doing in this college which reeks only of hyper competition.....

I cant even let things go neither can i embrace them....
My thinking is unorthodox ... but the reality tries to force me into the pipes of RAT RACE!!!
fuck society!! fuck world!! fuck humanity!!!
better are those dead souls who altleast can lie in peace!!
no one to haunt them.... no1 to disturb them...

Clutches of these behemoth hands of fate,deeply entrench the fact with rusted nails of reality into my fragile mind that "MY ESCAPE" is nothing but a fallacy which I try and live with...
Leaving me not even the slightest ounce of strength to call out for help....

damn this fucking turmoil in my head!!!
hope i disintegrate into tiny shreads this very instant exonerating me of all the burden on my shoulders!!
heh... lucky are those dead souls....
I just wish to R.I.P   is that 2 much that I ask for???

Peace Out
Addy

24 hours hours!! it has been 24 hours since i have felt my alter ego gaining momentum... the side of me which i had managed 2 seal away in order to try n live gregariously and be a lil more social...
But i guess itz time...
I had no clue what 2 do! I had no shelter from myself! I just walked around in the blanket of ice cold rain. the rain played well the role of tears which hardly pour out.
The flashes of my defeat blazed by time and again....
A look at his face ....... fueled the rage flaming inside me...
His mocking smile ...... favoured me digging my nailes into my palm...
His words ...... needled me
His victory over me.......... made me loose myself.......

My ego has been punctured.His defeat at my hands is the only ointment... nothing else....
Being second to some1 aint acceptable ... 
My mind is a cradle of filth at the moment... wont be able 2 type out ne more...
all  i had decided is to give in everything... every last ounce to see him go down...
V for Vendetta!!!

Peace out
Addy

Heh...
let the games begin!